The 39-year-old star, who has 14-month-old daughter Teddy with wife Ayda Field, had given up on life but now he has a much more positive outlook towards his life, reported Contactmusic.
"I'd given up, which is the scariest thing. I just didn't care. I don't think you are mentally sound when you are in the deepest depths of compulsion and addiction. You're not thinking with a sound head.
"But I just got into a place where I was like, 'It might be tonight and I don't care'. I care now. A lot," he said.
"I tried it but only 'cos we ran out of coke. It was like, 'Yeah, alright then, I'll have a go. It was horrible. It just made me throw up. That particular opiate didn't suit me that day. Thank God.
