The 41-year-old actor, who came out as gay earlier in August while taking a public stand against Russia's alleged anti-gay policies, first tried to kill himself at the age of 15, reported Ace Showbiz.
"Every day was a test and there was a thousand ways to fail. A thousand ways to portray yourself to not live up to someone else's standards of what was accepted and what was normal. And when you fail the test, which was guaranteed, there was a price to pay. Emotional, psychological. Physical," Miller said.
Miller reveals that he kept it private because he was was apprehensive of public's reaction.
"I had multiple opportunities to speak my truth, which is that I was gay, but I chose not to. I was out privately to family and friends -- publicly, I was not. I chose to lie -- when I thought about the possibility of coming out, how that might impact me and the career I worked so hard for, I was filled with fear," he said.
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