Simon Cowell has admitted that he's not proud of the fact that he had an affair with baby mama Lauren Silverman while she was married to his pal Andrew.
While talking to the Mirror, the 54-year-old star said that though he feels bad about the affair, when he looks at his baby son Eric, it makes him realize what came out of the whole situation.
One cannot come out looking good in such situation because of the circumstances, but he didn't do it with the intention of hurting anyone, he added.
